I've started writing in a new blog I call "Lifestyle Changes" but I'm still leaving this one up. It's an interesting look into how much I've changed.
First off, I was doing a lot of drugs when I wrote most of this blog. I'm now clean from all substances including alcohol, for 9 months.
I kind of just wanted to get one last bit of craziness off my chest before moving on from here.
Attention world: I like ladies, too. That's right. It's not a phase, it's a fact. And apparently it's one I've had a hard time coming to terms with. Not because I have anything against being bisexual, but because I don't know how to be with a woman. And oddly enough, that's really all I want right now. I don't know how to tell if a woman likes women. I feel insecure with women. I have no confidence. All I know is about coming on to or flirting with a man, and all my attempts at flirting with women is assumed to be a joke. It's easy to flirt with men. It's what I'm used to. Not so easy with ladies. So, that's how I feel. I want a lady. I'm just gonna keep going with the flow. I got all the time in the world.
Peace out, beautiful people. Stay happy and make good choices.
Random thoughts that come to me while I'm rediscovering who I am. From the time I left the church until now. Just needed a place to vent, really.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Changes
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